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A Story of an Anorexic Girl
Life has an ever occuring way of sneeking up on us. Only the lucky ones catch it
Created on 2007-06-21 03:03:03 (#13209894), last updated 2009-07-16
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Basic Info| Name: | Havelyn |
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| Birthdate: | 1992 |
Bio Hello, My name is Havelyn, I'm sixteen years old. I am into all the things listed above and my obssession. Anorexia. I am sure that I'll never be sure how it started but here is my life in a nutshell.
Up until year 11 of my life I was wild and happy. Glutinous and fat but I still was young to the world and it didn't bother me. I know now that I was/am hideous. Well one day, I can't remember how old I was but it was still my younger days, my dad called me into his bedroom. He had a smug smile like he was enjoying haveing the power to say what he would. He told me something like 'you are fat' And that was all. He never offered to help me or anything. I felt like his joke his personal way of amusement. I was also stunned. I didn't cry though until maybe I was in my room.
I got my labtop when I was 12 and that opened the whole world of anorexia to me. I know it sounds lame but I had no idea before that. I'd already had it because I'd been hating myself for a year and when I first got my computer I'd been looking all over for ways to lose weight fast. Anorexia was my saviour. I'll never let her leave me. Although I'm still fat I'll never give up on her because she wouldn't do that to me and I need her to be thin. Fat and thin. They are my obsession. I have thought about killing myself many times before to the point where it was painful just trying to stop myself. It is a hard life when you relize how discusting you are. The thing I hate more than the anorexic haters who can't understand, more than girls trying to be anorexic, is bias people who talk casually about it and make fun of it in there speech. Like a girl only brings an apple to school for lunch and immediatly people say "oh you going anorexic on us" or there christmas tree is so small they say "It's anorexic." Those are the people who I hate the most. The ones with no idea.
Up until year 11 of my life I was wild and happy. Glutinous and fat but I still was young to the world and it didn't bother me. I know now that I was/am hideous. Well one day, I can't remember how old I was but it was still my younger days, my dad called me into his bedroom. He had a smug smile like he was enjoying haveing the power to say what he would. He told me something like 'you are fat' And that was all. He never offered to help me or anything. I felt like his joke his personal way of amusement. I was also stunned. I didn't cry though until maybe I was in my room.
I got my labtop when I was 12 and that opened the whole world of anorexia to me. I know it sounds lame but I had no idea before that. I'd already had it because I'd been hating myself for a year and when I first got my computer I'd been looking all over for ways to lose weight fast. Anorexia was my saviour. I'll never let her leave me. Although I'm still fat I'll never give up on her because she wouldn't do that to me and I need her to be thin. Fat and thin. They are my obsession. I have thought about killing myself many times before to the point where it was painful just trying to stop myself. It is a hard life when you relize how discusting you are. The thing I hate more than the anorexic haters who can't understand, more than girls trying to be anorexic, is bias people who talk casually about it and make fun of it in there speech. Like a girl only brings an apple to school for lunch and immediatly people say "oh you going anorexic on us" or there christmas tree is so small they say "It's anorexic." Those are the people who I hate the most. The ones with no idea.
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